Friday, April 08, 2005
+ Life can sometimes be UNFAIR. +
It can really be. Ever since I entered College, my mom became more strict to me. And I’m like, “WHY NOW???” Back in High School, I can freakin’ do whatever I want...I can go wherever I want...and I can be with whomever I want to. Now, it is indeed a different story. I have to think of ways to go out. She needs to know all the details before she will finally allow me. I know it’s really weird that just when I finally could have all the freedom I deserve, it is when she took it all away. She’d always tell me, “You’ll understand me someday” or "You're not a guy. Don't compare yourself to your Kuya." Whatthefuck? She may be just caring and all, but she’s not getting any funnier. She’s not the cool mom who I used to have. Yes, she allows me to go to big events, but it isn’t like before...I’m hating it!!! Ma, hello??!!? I am a very responsible person. I know my limitations. And there is no way I’m getting pregnant. I don’t have a boyfriend for Christ’s sake. And even though I have one, I ain’t stupid to give my all to someone. I will never sacrifice my future for just a guy. (Yes, for “just” a guy.) Many girls of my age may enjoy getting laid, but I am so much different from them...and smarter. HAHA
My point here is... I do not deserve this kind of treatment! I thought her annoying strictness will somehow rest too since its summer. Get it? It’s S-U-M-M-E-R!!! Hay naku. Just like a while ago, she refused to allow me to go with Claiza somewhere. My oh my... Thank God she allowed me to go to Bora for a week. That somehow paid off....for all the gimiks I missed. HAHA
Bahala siya. Whether she likes it or not, I am going to Claiza’s place tomorrow to swim with my other friends. Period.
fitzyyy @ 11:04 PM
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Friday, April 08, 2005
+ Life can sometimes be UNFAIR. +
It can really be. Ever since I entered College, my mom became more strict to me. And I’m like, “WHY NOW???” Back in High School, I can freakin’ do whatever I want...I can go wherever I want...and I can be with whomever I want to. Now, it is indeed a different story. I have to think of ways to go out. She needs to know all the details before she will finally allow me. I know it’s really weird that just when I finally could have all the freedom I deserve, it is when she took it all away. She’d always tell me, “You’ll understand me someday” or "You're not a guy. Don't compare yourself to your Kuya." Whatthefuck? She may be just caring and all, but she’s not getting any funnier. She’s not the cool mom who I used to have. Yes, she allows me to go to big events, but it isn’t like before...I’m hating it!!! Ma, hello??!!? I am a very responsible person. I know my limitations. And there is no way I’m getting pregnant. I don’t have a boyfriend for Christ’s sake. And even though I have one, I ain’t stupid to give my all to someone. I will never sacrifice my future for just a guy. (Yes, for “just” a guy.) Many girls of my age may enjoy getting laid, but I am so much different from them...and smarter. HAHA
My point here is... I do not deserve this kind of treatment! I thought her annoying strictness will somehow rest too since its summer. Get it? It’s S-U-M-M-E-R!!! Hay naku. Just like a while ago, she refused to allow me to go with Claiza somewhere. My oh my... Thank God she allowed me to go to Bora for a week. That somehow paid off....for all the gimiks I missed. HAHA
Bahala siya. Whether she likes it or not, I am going to Claiza’s place tomorrow to swim with my other friends. Period.
fitzyyy @ 11:04 PM
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